How did I lose myself. I feel like a completely different person. Where did my self-esteem go, where did my heart go, where did my passion go. How did I get like this. I feel like I’ve lost what makes me, me … and I don’t really know how to get that back. How did I end up here. What is wrong with me.

How do I get myself back. Where do I begin.

2 03.21.14
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Sometimes it’s so hard not to be hopeless.

I have a future, and something good to look forward to.

03.13.14
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I’ve honestly lost a lot of hope, and sometimes I feel like I have nothing to look forward to. I must learn to remember again what my purpose is in this life, and that I have a future full of hope. 

Recognize your joys and what makes you happy.

1 03.12.14
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I’ve been really sad, and I don’t know what to do when I get really sad. I don’t really know how to handle this well.

1 03.04.14
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Sometimes I question my existence. It sounds terrible, but seriously, sometimes I can’t help but question why God put me on the earth. Why did God put such a mess up of a person on this earth. How could he be proud of something like me. How could anyone be proud of something like me. It’s like it’s ingrained into my head that I’m just one big mess up and that’s all I’m ever going to be.

I’m just really sad honestly.

1 02.25.14
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Consider it all joy, my brothers, when you encounter various trials, for you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. And let perseverance be perfect, so that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.


But if any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God who gives to all generously and ungrudgingly, and he will be given it. But he should ask in faith, not doubting, for the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed about by the wind.

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— James 1:2-6
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This past month has been tough. I really haven’t been feeling like myself lately and have been unhappy with the way things have been. I just feel like I keep messing up, and messing up, and messing up. Nothing feels like it’s going right. I just feel like I’m losing myself. I don’t remember the last time when I was happy for more than a week. I know that people go through problems all the time, but I feel like I’m never getting over my problems, while other people are. I know I dwell on my problems a lot, but how do you not? I just feel like such a mess honestly .. I wish I knew what to do from here.

2 02.18.14
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What do you STAND for?!
FIND, INC. 2013 FALL DIALOGUE
MAKABAYAN: Push Forward for Our People
DISTRICT III
Kean University
Union, NJ
November 22-24

Be there.

#makabayan2013 (at Kean University)

10.20.13
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Come out to RAPS Halo-Halloween! October 26 at the Livingston Student Center Multi-Purpose Room! $8 pre-sale and $10 at the door! See you then!

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"Of all the many things we Christians do, none is more necessary than praying. In prayer we open ourselves to God, we surrender to His plan; we trust the truth of His teaching."
— Bishop Thomas J. Olmsted

(Source: diocesephoenix.org, via acatholicrose)

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spiritualinspiration:

No matter how you may be feeling right now, no matter who’s approval you didn’t get on this earth, know that Almighty God loves you and approves of you today. There’s nothing you can do now or ever to change that. You may be thinking, “I’ve made so many mistakes, how can God approve of me?” Understand that when God sees you, He separates you from your behavior. He may not approve of your actions all the time, but He desires to help you grow and make better choices.

spiritualinspiration:

No matter how you may be feeling right now, no matter who’s approval you didn’t get on this earth, know that Almighty God loves you and approves of you today. There’s nothing you can do now or ever to change that. You may be thinking, “I’ve made so many mistakes, how can God approve of me?” Understand that when God sees you, He separates you from your behavior. He may not approve of your actions all the time, but He desires to help you grow and make better choices.

(via spirit-bombb)

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